Happiness?

Being happy is overrated. Happiness ; An agreeable feeling or condition of the soul arising from good fortune or propitious happening of any kind; the possession of those circumstances or that state of being which is attended with enjoyment; the state of being happy; contentment; joyful satisfaction; felicity; blessedness. It was stated being happy, one uses less muscle and hence less energy than being sad or something similar.

Somehow this type of emotional joy always eluded me. Not that i didn't try. I mean, to be happy somehow somewhere means you should either had the feeling of being cared, being remembered and also being remembered as some"one".


I used to think this is true. To some unlucky individuals out there, i am just a mess. An ignorant fool who didn't know his own place in his own small world. While to some really good people out there, i'm a caring friend, honest and compassionate about the things he wants and about to do. These are what i used to believe in. Alright i'm not free of mistakes as well. I did my own share of mistakes that probably change the whole list of my friends. Ending up having only a few. A few that might really remembers me that is.

I suppose shan't dwell in this depression mood. I should at least try to lie to my emotionless blog that i'm happy. Typing in my cold , undivided room all alone.