Sunday, May 11, 2008

Messages

It came when you least expect it to,

surprised,

You replied to it earnestly,

hoping that it would return again,

when it doesn't,

You wonder whether she's busy,

or if she's in the middle of something,

You bring your phone everywhere with you,

to the bathroom,

to the kitchen,

on your bedside,

You check the phone's reception,

wonder around the place to get the signal,

hoping that it would come again to draw a smile in your face.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Wait..Chotto..

Chotto...

Well it's kinda like a gimmick for me. I meant to say "Wait".

For the past 4 months, my life has been nothing but routine.

I wake up early in the morning,
i go to classes,
i eat,
i come home,
i revise and laze around,
i eat again,
and then sleep.

that is the only way i could describe my mundane life to you. I can't say it was slow,rather it was quite a fast life to me. Possibly i've grown fond of routine. No more excitement, no more last minute trip planning, and no more sudden rush for short term excitement aka movies, or outings.

what is so wrong with liking the life i had?

personally i think nothing WAS wrong. It was until i realize, somehow living in routine makes my days pass by even faster that being in constant excitement. I theorize that this was possible as a mundane life doesn't have much things to remember about. Hence, without memorizing the past, the present seems to move so much faster. Brilliant eh?

And then it comes to point where i felt that, having no memories of my youth is in no way a good thing. I can't agree that it's monotonous as it was goal oriented. I'd like to call it lacking of spice. Yeah, that's it. I need to spice up my life in various ways.

Spices anyone?