Ipoh - First Sweat

For those who have not known yet, I've move up to Ipoh. Not exactly a happy decision. But wells, i dont wanna be contributing to the country's statistical count of unemployed local graduates. Nevertheless, life's been all about work since the past 2 weeks.

I'm a QRA Engineer which for the time being is under intensive and stupendous training. The thing about this position is; it is a requirement for me to know everything. Yes, E-V-E-R-Y-THING.

How this is done, how that is done, what are the process yield, what to look for if there's error , so on and so forth. The paper works required to complete the job.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not complaining. It's fun to be paid to learn. And i dont exactly hate it either. It's fun to know that if anything goes wrong, i have to be the first person to have answers for it. See what i mean?

~So i'm hoping to sing along, tho it's not my favourite song~lalala...

Unanimousity??

I recently had the luxury of meeting back some of my old friends.But hmmm, I wouldn't say it's a luxury as i've called them to mention me leaving to Ipoh for work.

In a way, I'm really not the type of person that seeks attention. It's just that since i'm leaving KL to be working in Ipoh for GOD knows how long, i thought i'd at least mentioned it to some of my closest friends.

With a tight schedule, when i got to know that i'll be starting work on 18th it was already 11th of May; naturally i'd want to meet some of them, at least to say a proper goodbye or so. Unbecknownst to me, the friendship(s) i thought we shared was only one sided. Let me describe a phone call i've made recently;

"Hey man, heard u're back in KL. How's things?"

"Oh, i'm fine here, starting work on monday for my Industrial Training"

"Cheh, larnsee (kidding tone) , hehe.. so i've got a job in Ipoh..starting work in 18th..just thought i'd let you know"

Now this is where the conversation's starting to surprise me to a new level.

"So you're savoring your last week in KL trying to meet up as much ppl as possible? "

*surprised by his response*

"Well yeah, if you're free then let's come out yumcha la"

"NO, sorry i cant. Busy today and internship starting next week. Bye"

do..do..do..

He hanged up? I was like wtf???? I've known him for more than a 3 years and this is how he treats me? I'm not saying that he should be like come out even tho he is busy, I was just trying to catch up with someone i take as a friend. Or WAS a friend. The least he can do is patronise me a little. :S 

This really turns my happy week into a sad last week in KL. I have heard of the phrase " People change" so many times before but i never believed it. I know that people dont change. As i never did. Or at least they could change for the better.

I have lost faith in these kinds of people ady. 

Shoo shoo, go away YOU evil spirit. 

Leaving on a Honda...

All my bags are packed,

But I'm not ready to go,

I am standing here without a core,

I hate to call you up to say goodbye.

But my dog is barking, 

He's running around,

He wetting my pants by licking them out,

Already i'm so lonesome i could die...

So leave me but smile for me,

Tell me that you wont cry for me,

Dont hug me if you ever gonna cry,

Cause i'm leaving on a Honda,

Dont know when i'll be back again,

Oh please, i am dreaded to go.

There's so many times i've kicked you down,

So many times, I've pushed you around,

I tell you now they dont really mean a thing,

Everyplace i go i'll be dissing you,

Every song i sing i'll make joke about you,

when i come back i wont be bringing any RING'git,

So leave me but smile for me,

Tell me that you wont cry for me,

Dont hug me if you ever gonna cry,

Cause i'm leaving on a Honda,

Dont know when i'll be back again,

Oh please, i am dreaded to go.

Now the time has come for me to leave you,

One more time for me to joke about you,

Close your eyes it still wont go away,

Even with the days that's coming around,

Dont even think about being alone,

I'll still call even when i'm awayyy..

So leave me but smile for me,

Tell me that you wont cry for me,

Dont hug me if you ever gonna cry,

Cause i'm leaving on a Honda,

Dont know when i'll be back again,

Oh please, i am dreaded to go....

To go....

Pinch = a dash of reality?

What's in your head? 

A question that is often asked by my coursemates and close friends. I can say that I am not a day dreamer. I am absolutely not blur; unless if you do meet me on my low brain juice day. Nonetheless, I think what happens to me is that i always have this weird imagination going on in my head when i start assembling a crowd inside that start conversing to each other.

They'll start discussing the good or bad of a matter that has been in my head or just plainly making conversation. 

Pathetic. I know. Weird. Yours truly. 

I think i need a pinch to get back to reality. Maybe i'm too used to spending time alone. 

Jeez, better start seeing ppl more often. =.=""