Waking up, i feel refreshed and somewhat energized by the mere 7 hours of sleep. I walk to the kitchen and realized breakfast is already done. Eggs and bacons with toasts that are slightly burned and a glass of hot chocolate. I quickly sat down and took a sip. Ahh.....it's exactly how i've always wanted my breakfast to be.
After cleaning up and got ready for class, i took my car keys and headed straight to my car. I slot in the keys and turned. Walla, the engine started straight at the first turn. Feeling great about the air as it rained yeasterday, i press the window button on my side. All of a sudden, the thing jammed up.
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There goes my day. Skipped class.
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Saturday, December 29, 2007
Sunday, December 23, 2007
In and out of the mind
Holidays. The mere mention of the word draws a smile to the anyone that is listening. It is the time when one plans a holiday with their loved ones. When one plans to go through with their projects in mind. Also when one finally decided to clean out their room. As for me, i never really liked holidays.
Ever since i could remember myself hating holidays, i have always been a one man circus. I'm here , i'm there, i'm up and i'm down there. I've never managed to stay at one place. Never did i manage to inspire anyone to be wanting to spend their time with me. It is possible that this is starting to sound corny to you, but sometimes, somehow we, needs someone who cares. Be it a friend, family or someone you love.
Never an inspirational person myself as i've realized since high school, i've gone through things one could never had imagine i would. I remember yesterday night when i was out with my close friend for a quick chat at a mamak stall, he said,
Ever since i could remember myself hating holidays, i have always been a one man circus. I'm here , i'm there, i'm up and i'm down there. I've never managed to stay at one place. Never did i manage to inspire anyone to be wanting to spend their time with me. It is possible that this is starting to sound corny to you, but sometimes, somehow we, needs someone who cares. Be it a friend, family or someone you love.
Never an inspirational person myself as i've realized since high school, i've gone through things one could never had imagine i would. I remember yesterday night when i was out with my close friend for a quick chat at a mamak stall, he said,
" I like all these's interesting stuffs you're telling me man. "
I was kinda baffled for a moment but i sort of let it go. That really left a question mark in my head. Never did i imagined myself being that way. But i guess friends have their own way to depicts each other. That's what friends are for is it not?
Having a friend when you're totally alone on holidays is definitely a friend you're keeping indeed. Things could be worse. Imagine being together with someone just because your peers put you up for a bet. Would it last? It's a definite thing that it would certainly leave a scar.
However i believe the main question is, is she really still be in or out of your mind?
I was kinda baffled for a moment but i sort of let it go. That really left a question mark in my head. Never did i imagined myself being that way. But i guess friends have their own way to depicts each other. That's what friends are for is it not?
Having a friend when you're totally alone on holidays is definitely a friend you're keeping indeed. Things could be worse. Imagine being together with someone just because your peers put you up for a bet. Would it last? It's a definite thing that it would certainly leave a scar.
However i believe the main question is, is she really still be in or out of your mind?
Thursday, December 20, 2007
The Mood
The weather today did a perfect job in describing how i've been feeling lately. It was raining cats and dogs since the afternoon until...maybe tonight.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Never saw it coming..
To be honest...i'm a pretty easy going guy. As my blog header suggest, i will only be stubborn when i find the need to be so.
And yea...i'm currently on the sad side of Kuala Lumpur.
Where all the mud coagulate and forms brittle rocks that might go down anytime soon.
The Sad side of the Happy River. Get the picture?
picking up the pieces never felt this hard.
i've never thought the same rock can hurt the same bird, TWICE.
And yea...i'm currently on the sad side of Kuala Lumpur.
Where all the mud coagulate and forms brittle rocks that might go down anytime soon.
The Sad side of the Happy River. Get the picture?
picking up the pieces never felt this hard.
i've never thought the same rock can hurt the same bird, TWICE.
Memories of the past
People. I can't stop thinking about how different people can be. There's black, yellow, and white and maybe even brown. There's rich there's poor and there's average. There's people born with talent and there's not and there's those which their only talent is hard working. There's tall , short and of course again average. Maybe i should just stop right here to avoid boring you.
My point is, why are all these people spending so much precious time to differentiate each other. Why would we not say we're all just humans? After a gazillion years of evolution ; and this is what we get? A few hundreds of years to come, we might even have different types of ........ ..... we already differentiated every single thing we own. Different types of plants, different type of mangoes, different type of chinese, different type of human psychology even!
And different people with different past as well.
The past as we all call it, is sometime misunderstood as experience. Some might consider it as burden. I guess there's a ghost of the past in everybody's life. The ghost that comes back and haunts you whenever you've finally manage to relieve yourself out of it.
Someone once told me, and i quote, "...to live in the past is not a good way of moving on. To live in the future is not a way to forget the past. To live in the present is the best way to accept, and relieve the past and prepare to take on the future...". And that really made my day.
My point is, why are all these people spending so much precious time to differentiate each other. Why would we not say we're all just humans? After a gazillion years of evolution ; and this is what we get? A few hundreds of years to come, we might even have different types of ........ ..... we already differentiated every single thing we own. Different types of plants, different type of mangoes, different type of chinese, different type of human psychology even!
And different people with different past as well.
The past as we all call it, is sometime misunderstood as experience. Some might consider it as burden. I guess there's a ghost of the past in everybody's life. The ghost that comes back and haunts you whenever you've finally manage to relieve yourself out of it.
Someone once told me, and i quote, "...to live in the past is not a good way of moving on. To live in the future is not a way to forget the past. To live in the present is the best way to accept, and relieve the past and prepare to take on the future...". And that really made my day.
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